Que sera sera

Diclaimer:Anything I say or do till January 20 cannot and should not be held against me.
Examination fever has apparently reached my cerebrum and I'm a bit delirious,I guess.Those of you who haven't had the distinct displeasure of meeting me should have figured it out by now,I'm busy studying and that has been known to affect the brain in profound and mysterious ways.At least,it's cured me of the poetry phase but don't get too used to it,I might get back to that once this profoundly traumatic time has passed.
Chinese water torture is the popular name for a method of water torture in which water is slowly dripped onto a person's forehead, driving the victim insane.Well,examinations have that beat well and good;I've always said they were invented by the same bunch of guys.That relentless progress of drops hardly compares to the mental trauma of watching the seconds tick by for yet another examination,yet another bunch of questions that hold the power to alter the direction of the rest of your life.Sometimes,I feel that my life is a series of never-ending examinations and my refusal to take them seriously is just another defence mechanism.
Well,sleep deprivation is supposed to be a form of torture too and I have that down pat...so big freaking deal.Pull up your darned socks,girl...Get used to it!Chug down some caffeine...that's supposed to work for sleep deprivation whether professional or academic.
On the brighter side,Modi won the Gujarat elections and Benazir was assassinated yesterday.Yes,I know,that's not really cheery but exams loom more menacingly than the iceberg that sunk the Titanic.So anything which can take my mind off that is,frankly speaking,a relief.
As for the title of this post:Y'know,when I was a kid,I thought the girl in that song was called Sera/Sara.Yes,I do not have the heart of a poet.Hence the choice of career;it's guaranteed to get your head out of the clouds and back down into the trenches splattered with visceral fluids.
And I'm actually too tired to care,whatever will be,will be anyway...obsessing about it aint going to change a thing.But,studying just might,so hasta la vista,amigos.
Liff As I Know It!